So... not only is Tom not mad at me... well, let's get back to that in a second.
Tom wasn't avoiding/not calling me. As it turns out, he was waiting for me to call because he said he called and I never called him back. So we hung out yesterday after work, bowling (I won 2 games... out of 2) and then movie and then... dinner.
At which point my insecurities/overreaction led to our 1st argument... I'm sure he doesn't see it as one but I do. He said "fuck" and I've never heard him say "fuck" before. I, of course, curse worse than a sailor. I got upset over one thing that I shouldn't have taken seriously and another that I wasn't clear enough on. Bah.
The cool thing with Tom is that on the ride back to my apartment we talked about everything. He forced me to stop internalizing and talk about what was bothering me. Which was good, because instead of just being mad at the situation/him we talked about what happened and now we're okay. It really is something I have to do more often.
However, in the end I felt kinda stupid until I talked to whole thing over with Meg. And now I feel fine.
So, not only is Tom not mad at me, he wasn't avoiding/not calling me, but today is Friday! I heart Fridays much more than Saturdays and Sundays... well, maybe not.
On a serious note, I really do need to stop over reacting. I need to just take a step back sometimes and relax and breathe, the problem is that I sometimes only see this after the over reacting has caused something to happen.
Bah.
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