So! Recently, as in Sunday morning, I decided that I need to get out of Tallahassee sooner than later. To sum things up, since I don't want to go into the whole story again, basically Tom and I had a lengthy discussion that led me to realize that I'm no longer living for what makes me happy.
So!
1: I'm applying for AmeriCorps positions in Maryland and North Carolina that start in either October or November. The one I really want starts in October in Maryland. Similar to EarthCorps.
2: I'm not moving in with Anna again. It was fun, it was a great Senior year, but I've grown so much as a person. And our friendship isn't what it used to be before. So I'll be staying with Mom until I move.
3: Tom and I are FWB. Whatever. It wouldn't work out anyway. I over reacted for awhile, but now I'm good.
4: I haven't been wanting to mention anything because of fear of the jinx, but I've been loosing weight. Slowly, but surely.
I'm excited. I'm happy after getting a lot of things off my chest and I'm working on things... communication skills, my self, my own self perception. I really feel as though I'm becoming this fictional Margaret that I've always wanted to be. I feel great. There's no reason for me to put my life on hold, so I'm not anymore.
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