Missing Moo Bear

I have a variety of quirks. One of them is my thought process.

My thought process jumps. It likes to jump from one thing to the next, almost without warning. Anyway, Stew requested a picture of me by this really really big tree in town. I said I'd send it, which is now on my list of "Things I've Been Putting Off" list. I was thinking about this fact the other day and how I have no problem taking this picture for him because he honestly did make me feel beautiful (cliche, possibly, but oh so true) anyway, this led to me think that Tom does not make me feel beautiful. I'm sure this isn't by choice, he just doesn't. This got me thinking about how Stew made me feel and how Tom doesn't make me feel that way. So, I've decided that it is time to end this silly little fling with Tom. Simply because it is just opening a can of worms that doesn't need to be opened.

I want someone to make me feel the way Stew did. I want that. I want what we had and even though I like spending time with Tom, it isn't anything like what I had with Stew. If you're going to have a short relationship, it should at least be one full of passion, lust, fun!, and feeling better about yourself than you have in years.

The good thing is I'm not sad about any of this.

So, onward and maybe what comes next will be more like what I had with Stew.