So basically, this sums up just about everything.

Conversation with Tuan earlier today:

[01:23] me: tuan, can i just say you i really appreciate your friendship? because i really do. i mean you let me bitch and moan and complain to you all of the time when we both know that i just need to get my ass in gear and i feel fine

[01:24] me: i always have these epiphanies when i go walking... so i really do think i should go walking more than every other day. so i'm fine, and i don't think that my life is a series of bad with good splattered, it has to be the other way around or otherwise i would have really given up on it years ago.

[01:25] me: its just my situation. i'm tired of being in tallahassee, in school, around people i don't really enjoy being around. i just need a change of scenery, and that will come soon enough.

[01:27] me: and the whole rob thing is either going to happen or its not but we need to meet to decide what's really going on. and that's going to either happen this month or in january or february. because if he doesn't come down here because he can't get off work then i'll just go up there because i can get off work whenever i need to and my schedule next semester will also have fridays off. i think. but either way me thinking about it and us deciding that we aren't going to talk about it until we meet means that we just have to meet.

[01:28] me: :) and you aren't there right now... lmao. but i like the fact that i can ramble to you in messages and be alright with it.

[01:28] tuan: (:

[01:28] tuan: was watching a bad movie, but i stopped to read your messages

[01:29] me: :)

[01:29] tuan: i like that you can totally figure yourself out.

[01:29] tuan: not many people can!

Now, if only I can remember all of that when stuff starts to get sticky.