sleep to dream

For a number of years now I haven't been able to sleep well. Tossing and turning and then if I can fall asleep I have weird dreams. Very weird. Other times, I fall asleep with the aide of various toxins and those are the best sleeps. But then, in the morning, if its a weekday I have to wake up before I want to get out of bed. If its the weekend, then I do not get to linger in bed like I want. Instead, I wake up way too early and am anxious to not lay in bed all day. Laying in bed by yourself isn't much fun anyway. So, I usually only go to sleep when I have to, when I'm about to pass out because for some strange reason, my body thinks it needs to sleep. Sheesh, silly body.

I have a final on Wednesday that I was studying for earlier and tomorrow is devoted to studying. I decided to take off work so I could study as much as possible before my early (7:30 a.m.) final on Wednesday.

But. I can't fall asleep. I want to. Sometimes, however, I wish I could reprogram my body to not need sleep at all, because it feels like a waste of time sometimes.

So, here's to weird dreams in a few hours. I do hope your dreams aren't as scattered and crazy as mine.