For some reason, Christmas makes me want to listen to Joni Mitchell. Maybe because I too wish I had a river I could skate away on. And right now, listening to the song it rings true. Either way, this doesn't feel like Christmas. There isn't any snow, of course, this does happen to be Florida, but it seems to be more than just that this year. Maybe my upcoming graduation is really affecting me more than I think it is. Maybe its the fact that I'm growing up and things will never be the same again. Maybe its the fact that I feel old and everyone around me is just making me feel older and older.
April is going to come faster than I expect, just like the end of this year did. I still don't have a clue what I'm doing after graduation... except my crazy idea to move to Seattle. Yes, it is possible, so I shouldn't second guess myself if it is really what I want to do. But I don't know if it is what I want to do. I feel like its all geography. Boston, yes I'd love to move to Boston also, but Boston is close to CT whereas Seattle is on the other side of the world basically, it might as well be, and its as far from CT as I can get. Or there's also good ol' San Fran... I would definitely wear flowers in my hair. :)
So, I feel like I have this whole wide open space after April 28th. Whatever shall I do?
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